The warp and weft

​This photo is from 2008.  Six years ago I had Weight Watcher'd myself to my lowest adult weight.

In this picture I weigh about 85-90 pounds less than I do presently.

I'm beginning to realize and accept that the real struggle with the process of WLS is the crisis between who you feel like and what you look like.

I'm impatient and nervous. I'm hopeful and a little scared.  I want them to set my date so I can stop feeling like I am out at sea.

Working on my head, working on my heart.  Digging in and loving the BEFORE me, because the AFTER me happens to be the same girl.